February 2012
You’re cute. You can say all this stupid stuff about me with all your emotional baggage acting immature when I’m over- and have BEEN over it- for the longest time. You can go ahead and assume your stupid things when you’re actually wrong while your “friends” and the person you call your “best friend” team hop and tell me everything you said about me when I...
Anonymous asked: why calvin?
January 2012
The more you push me, the more I am willing to not let myself be here anymore if that’s what makes you guys happy…
I turned 18 today.
And it was the worst birthday ever. I really appreciate everything that a few people have done for me today. But I never wanted to cry on my 18th birthday… So goodnight, I’m exhausted..
Every single year it rains on my birthday- in fricken sunny California. No. My 18th birthday is this Monday. All I want for my birthday is for it not to rain. That’s all that I ask. I pray to God it doesn’t rain on my birthday. It’s already hard enough growing up knowing that I did it without my dad or certain people to be around. I’m turning into an adult. I want to start...
Hey Mama- Mat Kearney
Definitely one of those...
m3lxbeezie asked: who was John?
@stephanieshieh
sorry can you resend that message, I asked my boyfriend to send it for me because I wasn’t at a computer and he accidentally deleted it after he posted it cause he meant to send it privately:(
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Anonymous asked: Haha your boyfriend's a bitch for checking your ask box, etc. Can't trust you I suppose... lol.
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Random vent that no one cares about, but who...
I’ve never felt like such shit by so many people in one day.
Ever since I was small, I grew up thinking having four parents and two houses were perfectly normal. Don’t get me wrong, I love all my parents so much. But growing up being made fun of for having divorce parents was never fun. It always hurt. But I never told anyone because I just wanted to pretend the bullying wasn’t...
BITCH, just say it straight out to me instead of...
Thank you for starting my new year off so shitty. I fucken hate you.
December 2011
Watchsupeernicole:
mauiwowieee:
This is the most disturbing, twisted, sick, psychotic and uncomfortable (short) film that I have ever watched. With that said, considering the affect that it is supposed to have, it was well executed. It was, for me, like watching a really scary horror film, though it’s a psycho-thriller, it seems. I haven’t been this fearful in a long time. I was on the edge of my...
I just started getting to know what having a loving family really felt like because I’ve been deprived of a father figure for so long. But now I’m starting to forget what it felt like. Never good enough for anyone that matters. And no, I am not talking about being good enough for a boy or a group of kidsthat everyone wants to hang with. I could care less about that. But being good...
November 2011
I would get food poisoning from Chipotle.
FUCK.
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emmaaazing:
Unfortunately, I feel like all the people I thought I knew are suddenly deciding to take a path full of alcohol and drugs and weed.
I miss when people thought all that stuff was bad.
Because it is.
And now I’m lonely.
sexyassblazian:
I love how you zipped your sweater halfway down to showoff that you’re shirtless. HAHA.
I wish my daddy cared the way he wants me to think...
I love our family. But in reality, I don’t get the same treatment that you give to the others. I was your first born, but I was your “mistake”. And for the past 17 years and 10 months, I’ve been trying to show you that I’m not a mistake and that I’m worth something. Everyone sees it but you. I don’t care about what anyone thinks about me. Not my cousins,...
My mind tells me one thing while my heart tells me...
So which one do I listen to?