The more you push me, the more I am willing to not let myself be here anymore if that’s what makes you guys happy…

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1. Thank you! 2. You are by far the sweetest anon in the history of tumblr. Thank you, that meant so much to me. 3. Thank you ateh. I love you, too!

1. Thank you!

2. You are by far the sweetest anon in the history of tumblr. Thank you, that meant so much to me.

3. Thank you ateh. I love you, too!

I turned 18 today.

And it was the worst birthday ever. I really appreciate everything that a few people have done for me today. But I never wanted to cry on my 18th birthday… So goodnight, I’m exhausted..

4 days ago

1. I have had quite a lot and would prefer not to count. But only 4 real boyfriends that I honestly cared about. It’s hard to name everything that I’ve learned from them, but the ones that stuck were that a relationship won’t grow if there is no trust, it’s never only one person’s fault- it takes two to screw something up, never say anything that has such a meaningful impact just because you are in the moment, you should never be with someone that doesn’t accept you for your worst and appreciate you at your best, and cheaters and liars never prosper. But most importantly, if you say something, make sure it’s something you really mean. And look at how the other person would feel in a given situation instead of just yourself. A relationship is a struggle because you have to learn how to stop focusing on only yourself and start trying to care for another as well. 2. I honestly have no idea, and I hope that anon doesn’t come back. Because now that I’m 18 because today was my birthday, I can sue this anon for harassment if I choose to.

1. I have had quite a lot and would prefer not to count. But only 4 real boyfriends that I honestly cared about. It’s hard to name everything that I’ve learned from them, but the ones that stuck were that a relationship won’t grow if there is no trust, it’s never only one person’s fault- it takes two to screw something up, never say anything that has such a meaningful impact just because you are in the moment, you should never be with someone that doesn’t accept you for your worst and appreciate you at your best, and cheaters and liars never prosper. But most importantly, if you say something, make sure it’s something you really mean. And look at how the other person would feel in a given situation instead of just yourself. A relationship is a struggle because you have to learn how to stop focusing on only yourself and start trying to care for another as well.

2. I honestly have no idea, and I hope that anon doesn’t come back. Because now that I’m 18 because today was my birthday, I can sue this anon for harassment if I choose to.

Every single year it rains on my birthday- in fricken sunny California. No. My 18th birthday is this Monday. All I want for my birthday is for it not to rain. That’s all that I ask. I pray to God it doesn’t rain on my birthday. It’s already hard enough growing up knowing that I did it without my dad or certain people to be around. I’m turning into an adult. I want to start off this “adulthood” great, knowing that all the pain in the past will stay in the past and things will change. Just one day, one day I am begging for it not to rain.. Please…

3 notes 6 days ago

Spring weather in January. Typical California.

Spring weather in January. Typical California.

11 notes 1 week ago

I got off of the train from my trip to this.It was cute. @itscalvinromeoduhh 

I got off of the train from my trip to this.
It was cute.

@itscalvinromeoduhh 

5 notes 1 week ago

Today’s vintage shoot.

Today’s vintage shoot.

3 notes 2 weeks ago

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Hey Mama- Mat Kearney

Definitely one of those fun, feel good songs.

3 weeks ago